Well, I’m seventeen years old male living in Sydney, Australia.
I’m diagnosed with severe depression, and not a day goes by without me contemplating suicide… I strongly believe I lack the concept of emotions, and as a result within me I feel empty. I’m quite socially awkward but I hide it quite well under my mask.
I have strong urges, to want and need to kill. And sooner or later this urges will be met. I hate myself, and I hate the world we live in.
I’ve tried starving myself, burning myself, jumping infront of cars, overdosing, stabbing and a bit of cutting for now. How I just want to die. The world is just a shade of grey. I am useless and worthless and the world would be better off without me.